"Whenever she is around me I get fuzzly wuzzly."

I’m attracted to an older married woman (Midtown West)

She is so amazing.. it is incredible.. her personality is out of this world.. she has the charm of a royal queen, and her gaze just sends thrills through my body. Whenever she is around me I get fuzzly wuzzly. When she looks at me, it’s as if though she is looking into me. Her eyes are so incredibly intense but soft at the same time – it’s amazing. She has the femininity of a little girl but the command of a general – two opposites combined in one, in a way I’ve never seen before. I want to kiss her. I want to hold her in my arms. I want to make love to her. I don’t know how to tell her. I sent her a text saying that I have something to tell her that has been eating at me for awhile, but then four minutes later I sent her another text saying “sorry, I didn’t mean to send that”. Did I just mess up? I feel so stupid right now. What is she going to thank about me right now? I’m a young looking 39. She’s around 45 and 3 months pregnant with his.