“My son’s 21 y/o friend just morphed into a tasty morsel.”

i have a crush on my son’s 21 y/o friend (on the naughty list)

my son’s 21 y/o friend just morphed into a tasty morsel but it’s killin me to even admit that b/c that is totally f*’cked up — wrong on a # of levels– b/c of my son, b/c i’ve known his friend for years, b/c he’s looked up to me as a mom (he lost his when he was little). UGH he’s a flirt too so i never know if he’s just acting like he always does w/everyone, or if he’s actually flirting w/me. i always sarcastically put him in his place to keep the respect going but damn i feel bad. i am only keeping the distance it b/c i think it’s the right thing to do, not b/c i want to. anyone i dated has said to me that his friends have to wanting me and talking about me among themselves. i’m not so sure b/c i really make sure i keep it clean and set boundaries but oh! i could sooo see myself teaching this kid a thing or two about women.