In my dream there were a lot of things that transpired.
At first I was in this house, there were two rooms. One was my room and there was a woman in the other. For some reason, it was very odd, I kept going to her bed. It wasn’t for sex. I wasn’t looking for sex. I don’t know if she was ill or what it was but something was the matter.
Then all of the sudden, I looked out the window and there was my mother…. next to this house. I felt safe with her next to me.
Then I walked down to this house that I knew had a problem. And it was a problem that limited my life and I wanted it gone and out and never returning.. So, I went to this black car and started swiping at it because it would not go away and it was throwing things at me.
I was swiping (knocking it out of my way) everything that it was throwing at me… it was so strange. Now this scared me to death. As I was swiping at this black car because it was throwing shit at me, all of the sudden, the black car threw a baby at me. I didn’t see that it was a baby until after I had swiped it… it was like debris coming from a shit storm.
I was frightened. The black car threw a baby at me, but at the time, I didn’t know it. When the baby landed on the ground, it was dead. The black car killed his own baby.
After that experience, I was so frightened. I went over to the baby to see if it was alive. He had killed it. I left because I was frightened and I didn’t know what to do… It was like collateral damage to the black car. Oh well. To me, I just wanted to get out of there and away from that mess.
I left the situation and went right. I walked up to this one area that would not let me get to where I needed to be.
To get to where I needed to be, I had to get past a pole of cement blocks. I remember in the dream, I was focusing on two cement blocks that were causing the most trouble, they were at the top of the pole. So what did I do, I climbed up the cement blocks and reached the top. I was in a very deep, flat area, but after getting past the cement blocks I reached the top.
After reaching the top, I started walking up this incline. I saw in the distance houses. I was walking towards the houses. Off to the side, there were these two women that were at the back door talking to someone. Then all of the sudden, they started coming at me. One woman followed the other woman as they were coming at me. They were both going down the incline. Their words to me as they past by were, “his pants are up and he is packed”. They said it like they were mad at me. They were coming at me and going down the incline. It was like what they were trying to do, they had no control of anymore. They had one last opportunity to come at me and then they were going down the incline to the bottom.
They were in the past and I was looking towards my future.
I climbed past them. It didn’t matter what they gained it was all just superficial blocks that could not stop me. I got to the top of them and they were left behind no longer affecting my life. They were the ones trying to keep me in a low place, but by my sheer tenacity, I was able to overcome them.